Tuesday, July 27, 2010

Thoughts II

'情绪来了就不用太安静
你说爱了就确定 累了就别任性
原来回忆是如此温馨'


回忆和记忆 不一样吧
回忆 是那些值得去怀念的
记忆 是事情发生后储存于我们脑海中的
回忆是记忆的一部分
但 记忆不一定是回忆

所有经历过的事
好的 不好的
是我们成长中的养分
然后 我们茁壮成长
变得更坚强 更好

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读过这段
' 孤单和寂寞 不一样
孤单 只是代表身边没有人
而寂寞 是一种心灵上的空虚'
即使你不孤单 并不代表你不寂寞

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我还可以更坚强吧?
现在 不允许我软弱
我难过 我心疼
因为我看到你眼中的恐惧
我不知所措
只可以 一直陪在你身边 拍拍你 告诉你
我们会陪在你身边 和你一起
然后 很快就过去了
就没事了

是 很快就过去的
然后 一些都会好的
很快

Saturday, July 10, 2010

Thoughts

I am in a bad mood.
Cause I can't foresee the impact from the decision I had make.
Cause I can't foresee what will happen next.
One day I might see the impact. Feel the impact. But I can't go back to the past neither.

Do not regret.
Don't ever regret on what you had done.
Don't ever do the thing you will regret one day.
I tell myself.
But how I know whether or not I will regret? How?
Unpredictable.
No matter how many time I think. Reconsider. And reconsider again.
Finally I make up my mind. And i did it. Then I think. Why don't I do it the other way round.
Funny huh. Enough. It is more than enough.
Why not I just stay where I am. Wait and see.
Unfortunately I am impatient.

How many decision we have to make in our lifetime.

There is one day. I realized. Even if i regret. There is nothing can be done.
So. Accept it. And believe that there must be a reason. A reason for me to go through this.

After all of the above. Okay i don't regret. But i don't know whether it is the right choice.

That day my sis asked me. If she chose not to further her studies in Singapore. Will all the things be different now? I answered 'Yes, definitely.'
Definitely. I believe so.
Let me see.
I think the biggest decision I had made in my life until now is choosing to go over Singapore to further studies.
It not really what I wanted at the point of time.
Think back. First few months in Singapore is really a hard time for me.
'Problem based learning' really kills me. And i missed him so much.
One thing for sure. Went Singapore. Changed me. Changed my life.
In a good or bad way. I changed.
Yes. I changed. And changing still.

Sunday, July 4, 2010

放下了

有一个人 告诉一个和尚
‘有一件事情 一直放不下 不管怎样 就是放不下’
和尚给了那个人一个杯子
往那杯子里到热水
热水溢了出来
那个人就赶紧把杯子放下

什么事情都可以放下的
痛了 就放下了